Let Me Talk About Frozen II More

Frozen II is being my new addiction during this past weeks. Frozen II make a singer want to sing along, make an artist want to draw a lot of fan arts, make a designer want to make a lot of beautiful dresses, and make me want to watch it over and over again and buy all the Frozen merchs (because I'm a maximal maximalists *lol)

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I watched the movie three times, btw. Watching movies is not my prime hobby. But, when I found a great movie (from my perspective) I don't mind to burn my money in cinemas to watch it over and over again and when the free download is coming I'll watch it over and over again. Yeah, like I watched The Greatest Showman about a million times.

Frozen II also make me want to know about the movie more and more. What's the special things behind the movie, who's the person in charge who make this beautiful movie broke a lot of tropes, where did they inspirations comes from, and I want to know about Idina Menzel and Kristen Bell more.

Okay, I like Frozen I too but I loves Frozen II more so I watched a lot of interviews about Frozen from the casts perspectives.

I know that this movie will give a big impact for me. But, I was wrong. This movie give me a BIG BIG BIG impact for me.

On one of the interviews on the radio which Idina Menzel and Kristen Bell attended, there are two sisters, Charlotte and Olivia, asked them, "what come sister like us learn from Frozen?"

That question beautifully answered by Kristen Bell, "Good results, from my perspective, good results come when you believe in the people that you love and you give them the benefit of the doubt. It's hard on earth to believe in everyone around you and to fight for them, because our feelings make us selfish often and that's normal that's fine but I find I have two sisters and I fight any judgement I have towards them. Their decisions are their decisions, their path is their path. My job is to believe in them and remind them of all the time because you cannot underestimate what that does for someone then when they feel like their siblings believe in them."

Idina Menzel said, "When you can look up for each other no matter what age you're and find that thing in each other that inspire you. And I think what Anna and Elsa do so beautifully is they push each other to be the best human beings that they can be, they want each other's dreams to come true, they want joy and fulfilment in each other's lives. They might be competitive in some ways."

"And it's okay to be competitive, it's okay to have all the emotions you have towards your siblings. And what I love about Elsa and Anna so much is that they recognize almost in every moment that they are an extension of each other. And that's not just emotionally but physically you're from the same parents, even if it's not blood-related, if you grew up in the same house you're an extension of each other. You won't get that special relation with anyone else on the planet," Kristen Bell added.

It's pretty long answer but it hit me as well. As I rewriting their answers I need to hold back my tears. And then I decided to distract my mind with go to buy a coffee, because when my mumbling mind start to speak, it won't easily stop. But, yeah, it did speak during my short trip to the coffee shop.

Those answers already hit the not-so-young girl who has a big big trust issues with the people around her and herself as well. This girl who also have a lot of insecurities start to cry aloud, not because she blame herself to not trust everyone. She cry because she start to realize that she can end this long-trust-issues-journey if she start to know herself more and start to believe in herself.

Kristen Bell said that, "I find I have two sisters and I fight any judgement I have towards them." First thing first. Before I start to get rid my trust issues for others, I should learn to erase the trust issues for myself first. Know myself more, stop running away, and fight any judgements I have towards myself, like Kristen Bell said. Yeah, I admit that I'm the person in charge who let myself down all the time.

I need to learn to push myself to be the best human being that I can. So, I can give my attention to others too, to my not-so-well-behave sister, especially. I know she always there to support me with her own way but during this past weeks I "pushed" her to support me with the way I want, which is not her love language, and I got mad very often to her because I didn't have something that I want.

She has her own love language and her own way to support others. She's totally different compared to me. And I just getting along with my ego and repeatedly say, "I want you to do that, not this." I wasted my time and energy to explain something I don't need to explain. It's just an ego. And now I've come to my sense and realized that I was totally wrong. I feel more calm and feel not so tense as a couple weeks ago.

It doesn't matter anymore if she'll understand me in the way I want to be understood or not. The most important thing is I know that she's don't mind about whatever my situation is, in a good way. And always be there if I really really need someone to rely on. But, again I still have some trust issues towards her.

Also I need to do the next right thing(s).I need to learn to say, "I know me, I won't do a thing with a bad intention," "I know me, and I know that I could be kind even if people wouldn't admit it," "I know me and yes I can do whatever I wanna do even if my mom or my sister doesn't understand," "I know me and I also know that I'm sure that I can pass this uncomfortable situation and have a healthy relationship with myself."

It's hard yeah I know it's hard but it doesn't mean that I wouldn't pass. I'll have a great collaboration with time to make this come true.